Don't Deserve It

So I've been thinking....I would give it to you, but I don't think you deserve it. I've known you longer, but I'll give it to someone who cares about me, whom I just met. Someone who wouldn't expose my deepest secrets, insecurities, intimate noises....to his friends; just a sign that your immature. No trust is there, never has been, that's why I regret what happen in a sense. If we go there, I would never want to talk to you after. Friends (?) out of the question...friends would want to know what happen to you, I would ask them "who?"....because I would erase the whole experience from my mind. I wouldn't share the experience with anyone, because I would be ashamed. The first intimate moment, I don't regret so much, because I thought you were into me and wanted a future, but now I know straight up...you only want my body....and like I've said before.....Body=soul to me.

Beautiful experience before...because I felt it there...for you an act maybe? My poem was about the experience and how I appreciate the experience....not really how I feel about you as a person...your "qualifications" are decent, but you're tainted & cold in every sense.

"Let's laugh TOGETHER at these sorry ass niggas who don't compare...lol, u done yet? Me neither!".............which side are you on here?..lol, but listen, all of this to say...please stop.

You are not ready for me. Keep it moving. My poetry is a reflection.....there not mixed messages; its how I feel, but using them against me in a sense is not smart. Obviously, I have no room for players...only partners.

This is just me venting without any exclamation points, because I'm chill.

Alright, I'm out to this festival.


Spread Positivity & Be Positive
*muah*

83 Degrees

Its 83 Degrees today...I was chilling outside for a minute, bumping this Beastie Boys album:

And.......stopped by my favorite used bookstore....where I spent 15.00 on about 13 books...(That I might actually read).....later today, Spoken Soul Festival. Right now though....Brown Sugar babay!!!!!!love this flick.

RT: "beastie boys........DOPE!!!!!!!!!!!!"

RT: " comedy show tonight, should be fun!"

It's A New dAY!

Feeling good this morning! It's FRIDAY!!!! Weekend baby.....I need a weekend off though(too much going on in life)...lol, but not this one unfortunately.

Have a productive day!...Really try
Spread Positivity & Be Positive
*muah* & hugs

RT: "the "one" guy doesn't pay me any attention, in the meantime I'm breaking hearts for what?!*sniffs*"

RT: "at Art Americas....enjoying myself so far."

RT: "did I ever mentioned, that I hurt when anyone in my family hurt? Encourage your loved ones...."

RT: "shhhhhhhh for love.....lol"

His Words

This song is too dope...me likey.

RT: "listening to Billie Holiday's.....Strange Fruit....beautiful"

RT: "busy day, but I feel good!"

LOL Together!

Let's laugh TOGETHER at these sorry ass niggas who don't compare...lol, u done yet? Me neither!.......

Sharon Jones & I

Here's the picture of Sharon Jones and I:

The official female version of James Brown!

Spread Positivity & Be Positive
*muah* & hugs

RT: "I hate allergy season!!!!!!!!!!"

Today

....this morning is proving to be very interesting.


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*muah* & hugs

WE'RE CLOSED!

Not posting today...closed due to the "hi-bi-gibees".....ugh!

*muah (from a distant)*

RT: "last night was amazing!!!!!...still smiling about it! Hell, whole weekend was dope!"

Sharon Jones/ the Dap Kings

OMG!!!!I had an amazing night.....Sharon Jones & the Dap Kings were awesome!!!!! What made the night even better was that I was asked to go on stage and dance....and guess what? I DID!!!! I ripped it!!!! *smiling as I type*.........man, this was a night to remember...now I'm known as the girl who ripped it on stage with Sharon Jones!!!! Pic of me and her to come.....

I'm tired...goodnight

*muah* & hugs

Quickie

Okay, real quick...just came back from a friend's birthday party, which was awesome...now on to a concert...SHARON JONES & THE DAP KINGS!!!!!!...whew...this is how I feel today:

Maybe, I'll get to see L Boogie in concert, still up in the air.

PEACE
Spread Positivity & Be Positive
*muah* & hugs

SN: You know I love you!...lol

RT: "you either hate it or embrace it and I chose to embrace it and now I love it....Miami"

Drum Circle!!!!

Beautiful night....the moon was so bright and the reflection off the water was amazingly bright...............then it got crazy......drummers and fire dancers were possessed .....drinks were flowing and then BOOM!!!!! Cops closed down the party! In car, driving in Bal Harbour, RED LIGHTS, BLUE LIGHTS, yes, I was pulled over... but guess what, I drove away with a 10.00 ticket...what! What!...I swear it was the smile. Definitely will put up footage, but right now, I am recovering....

Have a nice SunDay!I think this is a beach day.

Spread Positivity & Be Positive
*muah* & hugs