I had the best time last night!!!...met some really nice people and enjoyed the arts from music to visual arts. Made some contacts, might do an open mic night, just have to check out the venue first. Miami is such a diverse place, like its not part of the United States. I love it here, and the people are colorful.
In the middle of my exhaustion today, I was thinking a lot about a "situation" that keeps reoccurring in my life. I have to stop this situation from reoccurring....realizing its not going the way I was hoping, because the agendas aren't congruent.
CONVERSATION I WOULD HAVE WITH THE PERSON:
Property....does it mean, you mark your territory and now I'm yours....that is not the case. Contact me when you feel like it....one to three months to six months.....later in the middle of the night, is not respectful or considerate. Me texting you while talking to someone new is not a good look for me. Your agenda is not clear or trustworthy....me being comfortable with you in our "moment" was because I wanted to be comfortable for the possibility that it could grow into something beautiful...obviously it's not going anywhere. In my nice tone of voice.....LEAVE ME ALONE......stop with the texts and let's just be Facebook friends.
This is me, being totally honest. This vision is hard for me to come to terms with, but in order for me to get back control of this situation, I must take control of myself first. Eight years with someone who was full of bullshit is not the interlude for more bullshit.
Bad intentions, GET LOST!
Love yourself........
Spread Positivity & Be Positive
*muah*
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