RT: "home...nothing like it."

Lil' Trick

So I'm on this updating high...lol

But anywho....I have a little trick or whatever you want to call it...

When ever you wear a necklace with a charm...and when the charm hits the clamp of the necklace, in front of your neck, then you must kiss it, because someone is thinking about you, cute huh?! Okay, goodnight!

So it's December!!!!

Yaay...will be seeing my family this week, so excited! Must get things in place before I travel Tuesday...early Wednesday morning (haven't decided yet)....the country, love it!! Peace and quiet...so a lot of inspiration to come. Home....the smell of cooked apples in the morning and oh, the CHRISTMAS TREE!!!!! Tearing up as I type...miss home. Okay, let's shake it off...it will be Lucky's first time in North Carolina, so lots of pictures of her to come as well.

Now switching gears.....it will be my first Christmas in eight years!!!!!! single, yes single...I am really excited, but I wish I could share it with someone. I've always been in a relationship, not many might I add, but I've always had long term relationships. I can't really see myself having one night stands, because that's just not me. Dating...ummmmm, I don't know about that either, because you don't know the person!!!! It's like sharing your space with a complete stranger, you know what I am saying?! Being friends with someone first before dating them is ideal....but if I've known you for like two years and I am interested, then of course I will pursue...but blind dates, meeting people in super markets, or the clubs freak me out a little bit.....even though I have given out my number maybe like three times in the past six months....which didn't turn out bad, because the guys have been gentlemen....I really want that one relationship...and then, sometimes I am really happy about being alone, because you don't have to compromise. Me being me is what I want my mate to see...not me being who my mate wants to see....so I'm still working on that aspect.


I believe I wear my heart on my sleeve way too much...but I don't think that's a negative characteristic....yes, I'm indecisive, but I want to think decisions through completely before acting them out....now if I decided, then I usual pursue hard course....like it gets accomplished. Getting back to my sleeve (lol)...when I have a connection with a person, it's very honest and open...it takes a lot for me to loose that connection with that person, because we're human and sometimes we make mistakes...so I give chances, but it really pisses me off when people hold grudges and doesn't realize that maybe either I or other people make mistakes....so I don't have tolerance for that or people just not wanting learn about other people's point of view and just living in ignorance.

So switching gears again.....HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!*muah*