Rebooting

Trying to get myself together from last night...had a ball, met some interesting people.

Caption THIS?..lol

Free booze & food...and beautiful art & people..

Retreating to Shell

No one ever gets me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's like I say something and people are like "what?"......nevermind....silence is better.

Stone Face

Just thinking and it usually ends in a laugh, I swear people think they are so strong...because they show no emotions....but I believe people who show emotions are much stronger than those who hide. I was just watching a you tube video where basically there were two girls discussing the dos and don'ts for guys when dating women. Some points were valid, but they sound so harsh and dry, like they were trying to be robots. I think its alright for people in general, not a male or female standard, but people in general to show emotion, feel SOMETHING!!!!*rolling eyes* Funny.....if you look at the older generation, they are so emotional and passionate, don't confuse passion with anger, which many people do today....but genuine passion. Showing emotion through different avenues is an art.....whether it be cooking, cleaning, painting, dancing, singing, walking, talking, staring....whatever......


+ The best asset to me on a person, is their smile, because it welcomes everyone...you have an innate connection when this occurs.

+ Dreams to me are always fascinating, like actual dreams not the ones we make for ourselves, but ones we dream while sleeping....they tell you a lot about yourself and they're never clear, because life is never a clear picture.

okay, I'm done..goodnight

Bench Players

Thanks to one of my friends, I revisited this song.....taking players off the bench....

+ Today I went to an event that was showcasing African American artists' work and I met some insightful elderly individuals, who wanted me to understand that I must give back to our community, become successful, and break out of my shell....OH, and not to mention the constant push for me to "speak" to the artists there or take business cards from some of the eligible bachelors, which of course I kept politely declining.....but it definitely has me thinking...what in the hell am I waiting for? really.....the process of finding me is well underway...I don't know if I'm ready to add another person to my love fest with myself. Not to mention I had a couple of hiccups and EMBARRASSING moments involving a couple of innocent bystanders....but obviously God put them there for a reason, which I believe was a lesson of patience and humbleness. I guess life is always teaching us not to take ourselves too seriously. If you put yourself out there, its okay if some people decline, because sometimes they're not ready for all that you bring or you need to take a closer look at yourself.





Until next time....*muah*
Spread Positivity and Be Positive
...peace

RT: "there's a shortage of o.b. tampons....people are selling them on ebay for $50, REALLY!...lol"

RT: "I am in desperate need of some cafe con leche y colada, yes I'm addicted."

Again...

Tripping out over Mos Def....my favorite lyricists.

your words
oh so very clever
whatever
Its just so tight
how the words
flow from ya mouth
into tha crowds
loud

sending vibrations
of pure
sounds, oh so right
genius
how the very meaning
of tha words
fit like a glove


just flowing to how I feel when I listen to "ANY" thing Mos Def does.

RT: "gutter rainbows", gotta get that record.

Cold War

This song is unbelievable....my first time hearing it was a month ago and tears burned my face. Her video is just an unedited video of her singing to the camera...which in my opinion is strong and fearless. This song is my anthem for life...I tell close ones everyday or when they need to hear it, that "remember we will die by ourselves, so why must our lives be dictated by others?"

The love GOD have is amazing....it sees no color, gender, sex, class, even religion. Some people take the lives of others or take their lives because they are afraid...fear of being who they are....fear, fear, fear.......taking a moment.

I told my friend today, that I believe everyone just need a hug...its like we are in pain. Grieving the death of ourselves.

This is a cold war, you better know what you're *FIGHTING* for.

Oh Ella!

A woman of grace...I feel pretty listening to her music. Slow dancing...maybe the waltz? Oh so pretty!

Menu Today

What was on the menu today.....

1) Race relations
2) Religion
3) Love, ofcourse!
4) Money management

And my job has nothing to do with any of the above (except money management...lol) or do it? "Understanding" ...where I've come from, is far from where I am..and believe it or not, I continue "forward" movement. Make sure history is a lesson not a burden.

I had a good day at work :-).

Peace
Spread Positivity
*muah*

Discovering...

Everyday.....my appreciation for my body continues to grow...its like I find something new about my body that's extraordinary and its amazing that most of the time my so called flaws are at the fore front of this thought.


....ME!

Spread Positivity
*muah*

On the religion tip.....

"the invisible will become visible"