RT: "in little havana instead of liquor stores on every corner, there are coffee shops...lol"

Halfway.....

Soooo, I have already worked out, which was insane and went to an estate sale that was very chaotic...next?.....DRUM CIRCLE @ the beach!!!!!!!

Oh, because I didn't post this yesterday, I will do today.....

Can't wait to read my first book in this chair!

Dope, RIGHT?!

Friday was jean and red boots day!

I found this chair next to the dumpster at work...lol, YES!..someone was going to throw this beauty away...lol...my co-worker was not happy with me taking this chair from the trash and putting it into our warehouse at work....she said I was rat pack..whatevs!!!!

NAP TIME!!!!!

*muah*

LET'S DO IT!!!!

Got a list of things I'm doing today...so early start...damn, it is so BEAUTIFUL here!! AHHHH, excited, excited, excited!!!!!



Be Productive
Spread Positivity & Be Positive
*muah* & hugs

DJ Lo Down Loretta Brown

This is why I am in utter awe of Ms.Erykah Badu!!!!!




SUCH INSPIRATION!!!!

RT: "when niggas turn into gods....walls come tumbling down"....Erykah Badu

RT: "things I can't explain with sub text....."

RT: "sugar gotta long way to catch you...you so sweet!"....Erykah Badu

AFro!!!

Well, I had a great time for Saint Patty's Day, had a couple of drinks and socialized a bit (early night...I'm tired!).....got a lot of looks, because I was rocking my fro....a lot of compliments and love. I fell in love with this group a long time ago and they still jam!!!...BRAZILIAN GIRLS!!!!!! Alright, goodnight and enjoy the selection of music.








*muah* & hugs

*Secret Admirer *

So I start my day like any other day......wake up and walk my dog, so when I was approaching the lobby, my property manager walks up to me and a hands me this note. I looked at her and she says, "just read it and tell me what you think"...so I quickly stuff it in my pocket, thinking like awww damn it!!!! Fatal attraction type situation...lol, I know I'm a crazy thinker, paranoia is a bitch!!!! So I walk my dog and came back to my apartment and finally read the note. It basically says that someone in my apartment building is attracted to me and would like to get to know me better....WHAT!!!!, how cute is this? So I will sit on this and then decide if I should move forward.

SN: He lives in one of the penthouses here....wooooohoo!!!!Interesting..lol

UPDATE: THIS IS NOW OFFICIALLY GETTING A LITTLE WEIRD AND PYSCHO-ISH...LOL!!!!

Have a productive day!
Spread Positivity & Be Positive
*muah*

Fighter

Alright, the events of today were a little draining, so I had to take a nap. Answers to a lot questions answered after wavering thoughts for a long time, may not be what I was expecting, but I got it and it feels good. Moving along is what I'll do and continue to do with the same message I speak every day and even in my sleep...POSITIVITY. Best days of my life, cherishing them. Literally, GOD WORKS IN MYSTERIOUS WAYS!...unbelievable. Some exciting events are coming up and I'm trying to hold on, it feels like my life is getting busier than usual. Application to school and Peace Corps are well underway, journey I spoke about in an earlier post....I think I'm ready for the change. I'm truly blessed...*looking out my sliding door at the highway, watching cars go by (as if life continues)*.....Wishing every one the best, even the ill mannered, because it is what I do....damn homie, here is an internet hug (breath in and exhale out *like how Martin would do on his show*)...things will get better for you, just pray. Why Even Try?...not feeling like that anymore, because I will continue to try...just venting then. I still believe in things that the regular population consider overrated or fairy tale....don't lose the dreams people, they fuel our reality. This blog is for venting moments as well as reflection of those venting moments....lol, sometimes random...if you think about it "our" lives are full of random moments that turn into memories. Calculated moves really never happen the way you calculated, because random shit changes them.

- You ever wonder why people portray their lives using music?....Let's consider music as a blog...someone's life experience that they're reflecting upon, that is not the life you have to live. Don't be influence by music...BE INSPIRED....see another random thought....have them often.

- Read that first paragraph again (full of run on sentences and incomplete thoughts)...and realize these are words of a fighter. I fight with negativity..not people, I love people...hope for the people.

RT: "get that ass ready"......lol, really?

WOOOOOOOOOOW!!!!!!!!!!

Wooowwwww! That is all....aww man, life is crazy. Have to admit, I feel a lot better.

RT: "it's really sad because women are great! But one day you have to grow up, ya know? Life is not always HS!".......the bess said it best!...lol

Younger Generation

So I am talking to one of my long time friends....(10 years to be exact) and we are catching up. Its funny because we are talking about our dating experiences......she is currently dating someone much older than her whom she is happy with....and I am literally salivating because it sounds awesome. GOSHHHHH!!!!!!!! Move forward please!!!!!!!!....sorry for the scream, but damn it!!! It's just so frustrating...stop being in love with your friends and be in love with me MORE...because I am the one who will give you the "na na", not only that, love and security...once your boys find that GOOD GOOOD, please believe..that you will be put on the back burner!

Whewww!!!!!! Like wake up, really?! Stop believing that you are the only guy I want!

That is All!

*muah*

RT: "Welcome Miami Seatrade....polo(s) and khakis on deck!"

Sunni Patterson

Wow...where was I, really? Will see her in person later in the month, so I researched and I found a treasure. Favorite by far:




I hope that one day, my poetry will be this and more.

SN: "my spirit don't speak no English"......."can you stay until tomorrow, at least until the sun set"

Like for real....DOPE!

RT: "God gives us visions not just to see them, but be them".....wow, where was I....Sunni Patterson

Good Day

TODAY...was a good day! Weather was really nice, walked my dog for a long time and took a different route. Life is almost perfect.....realize that I must start back painting, because constantly I live in the "purple" world...what does that mean...look up the meaning behind purple or people who like purple...fantasy world over reality. Look at the view:

LOVE IT!!!!!! <3
Frankie Beverly & Maze in the background...I can't get over youuuuuuuuu!!!!!...lol, terrible.
Spread Positivity & Be Positive
*muah*

RT: "must enforce positivity while driving"

Life is Funny

I had the best time last night!!!...met some really nice people and enjoyed the arts from music to visual arts. Made some contacts, might do an open mic night, just have to check out the venue first. Miami is such a diverse place, like its not part of the United States. I love it here, and the people are colorful.

In the middle of my exhaustion today, I was thinking a lot about a "situation" that keeps reoccurring in my life. I have to stop this situation from reoccurring....realizing its not going the way I was hoping, because the agendas aren't congruent.

CONVERSATION I WOULD HAVE WITH THE PERSON:

Property....does it mean, you mark your territory and now I'm yours....that is not the case. Contact me when you feel like it....one to three months to six months.....later in the middle of the night, is not respectful or considerate. Me texting you while talking to someone new is not a good look for me. Your agenda is not clear or trustworthy....me being comfortable with you in our "moment" was because I wanted to be comfortable for the possibility that it could grow into something beautiful...obviously it's not going anywhere. In my nice tone of voice.....LEAVE ME ALONE......stop with the texts and let's just be Facebook friends. 

This is me, being totally honest. This vision is hard for me to come to terms with, but in order for me to get back control of this situation, I must take control of myself first. Eight years with someone who was full of bullshit is not the interlude for more bullshit.

Bad intentions, GET LOST!

Love yourself........
Spread Positivity & Be Positive
*muah*

RT: "is it love, lust, or like?....2nd one, maybe?..."

Miami Weather

Sunny with gray skies.....still beautiful.