HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!

Why in the fuck am I still up?...lol, passed out shortly after the new year....soooo, Happy New Years and I have a feeling that really this year, is my year. Now, I must prepare breakfast for my lovely people. PEACE!!!!!

HOME...CHRISTMAS!!!!!! Part II

SOUTH OF THE BORDER!!!...separation between North and South Carolina

Lucky's first time in the snow!

She's excited, can't you tell?

HOME...CHRISTMAS!!!!!! Part I

Christmas Tree!

Lucky was relaxed

Beautiful isn't it?

Me and my favorite scarf..lol

Drinkin Wine

...you can consider this a "TIPSY" post. Just made some banging pasta with homemade tomato sauce and then made some healthy granola bars. Chilling, thinking about my upcoming trips, 1) to New Orleans(Mardi Gras) again and 2) to Costa Rica.....changing thoughts...I was listening to Mos Def 's Pistola today...the lyrics made me smile:

Believe me when I tell you I never meant to break your heart
May God pick up the pieces of dreams that fall apart
Forgive me and forget me, make a brand new start
Don't blink your eyes and say goodbye
I know, you know, I know, you know that love is danger

Criminal minded, gangster of love
Charm in your arms, your gun is wild warm
Worn, bang bang, shoot 'em up
Tips in your clip, click clack, use 'em up

Bad intentions and a very good shot
X marks the spot where you cross the heart
Candlelight vigil on my memory block
Commemorate the date where the bomb got dropped

Love, steady war no more
Put your weapon away, quit collecting the slain
She said, "You're right, I don't wanna fight
I just like the fire and the flashing lights"

Believe me when I tell you I never meant to break your heart
May God pick up the pieces of dreams that fall apart
Forgive me and forget me, make a brand new start
Don't blink your eyes and say goodbye
I know, you know, I know, you know that love is danger

If you are to fall in love
Then where should you stand to begin with?
And when the falling's done
How bad should you plan to get injured?

And if you land on your feet
Do it count as a fall or a jump?
And do it feel like a fall when the hands that pushed you
Were holding you up?

Close encounter, got you wide open
Heartache got your boom box going
Music and vocals, lonely and soulful
You're back in the scene where your sweet dreams are so true

Believe me when I tell you I never meant to break your heart
May God pick up the pieces of dreams that fall apart
Forgive me and forget me, make a brand new start
Don't blink your eyes and say goodbye
'Cause I know, you know that I know, you know what love is

....and then etc.

God...he is a genius..his lyrics are so descriptive, like you can paint the picture using his words...IF YOU ARE TO FALL IN LOVE, THEN WHERE SHOULD YOU STAND TO BEGIN WITH?....think about that....just listen!!!!...and do it feel like a fall when the hands that pushed you, were holding you up?..where the sweet dreams are so true..lol, man, this dude...This joint is an apology of course, but its like he is telling whom ever, that he is not ready for love. Its crazy the metaphors that are used through out this song, but its understood, I grasped the concept...you know what I am saying?...lol, whatever, I'm out.

RT: "home...nothing like it."

Lil' Trick

So I'm on this updating high...lol

But anywho....I have a little trick or whatever you want to call it...

When ever you wear a necklace with a charm...and when the charm hits the clamp of the necklace, in front of your neck, then you must kiss it, because someone is thinking about you, cute huh?! Okay, goodnight!

So it's December!!!!

Yaay...will be seeing my family this week, so excited! Must get things in place before I travel Tuesday...early Wednesday morning (haven't decided yet)....the country, love it!! Peace and quiet...so a lot of inspiration to come. Home....the smell of cooked apples in the morning and oh, the CHRISTMAS TREE!!!!! Tearing up as I type...miss home. Okay, let's shake it off...it will be Lucky's first time in North Carolina, so lots of pictures of her to come as well.

Now switching gears.....it will be my first Christmas in eight years!!!!!! single, yes single...I am really excited, but I wish I could share it with someone. I've always been in a relationship, not many might I add, but I've always had long term relationships. I can't really see myself having one night stands, because that's just not me. Dating...ummmmm, I don't know about that either, because you don't know the person!!!! It's like sharing your space with a complete stranger, you know what I am saying?! Being friends with someone first before dating them is ideal....but if I've known you for like two years and I am interested, then of course I will pursue...but blind dates, meeting people in super markets, or the clubs freak me out a little bit.....even though I have given out my number maybe like three times in the past six months....which didn't turn out bad, because the guys have been gentlemen....I really want that one relationship...and then, sometimes I am really happy about being alone, because you don't have to compromise. Me being me is what I want my mate to see...not me being who my mate wants to see....so I'm still working on that aspect.


I believe I wear my heart on my sleeve way too much...but I don't think that's a negative characteristic....yes, I'm indecisive, but I want to think decisions through completely before acting them out....now if I decided, then I usual pursue hard course....like it gets accomplished. Getting back to my sleeve (lol)...when I have a connection with a person, it's very honest and open...it takes a lot for me to loose that connection with that person, because we're human and sometimes we make mistakes...so I give chances, but it really pisses me off when people hold grudges and doesn't realize that maybe either I or other people make mistakes....so I don't have tolerance for that or people just not wanting learn about other people's point of view and just living in ignorance.

So switching gears again.....HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!*muah*